Force is DeathI wrestled with fear until I forgotLucas HandwerkerOct 28, 2025∙ PaidShareI wrestle with fear, calling it death.I feel its teeth press into my fingers.I look at my future self and see a pensive, absent smile draped over bones.He is only working harder — trying to teach a s…This post is for paid subscribersSubscribeAlready a paid subscriber? Sign inPreviousNext